OP 9/23/99

Heb 12:1  Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us through offeverything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perserverance the race marked out for us.
God has so much power, and I’m thrilled by the accesss He’s granted me to it.  In my recent talks with Veasha,it’s become apparent that any emotional attachment that she’s felt for me is “cooling”.  I’ve managed to control my feelings for her as well, but I’m not going to pretend that I’m nto attracted to her.  I’ve probably turned her off by revealing more and more of my true self to her.  By showing her my defensiveness, my propensity to lying, and struggles with lust.  I’m going to believe in God for such things and let our relationship develop how God feels.  Also, I’m hoping God brings Michelle to Service tomorrwo, though if not I’m caling.  She’s nice, but it seems as though she feels excluded and I don’t want her to feel that way.  Besides, she’s kinda cute, except for the red lipstick, but that can be worked out.


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