OP 11/29/99

This entire kiss thing has done so much in such a short span of time that my head is spinning.  I want to talk to SOMEONE about it.  I’ve wanted to kiss her for weeks.  Now that I have, I have to act as though nothing happened.  I kissed a woman that I am extremely…

OP 11/28/99

1 Cor 7:9 But if they cannot control themselves, they should marry, for it is better to marry than to burn with passion. It’s funny how old sayings come to mind, and receive a whol new level of life.  “Be careful what you wish for, you just might get it.”  It happened last night between…

OP 11/26/99

It’s the day after Thanksgiving.  It was a very interesting Thanksgiving, seeing as I’ve gone veg for the month of November.  I spent the Holiday at Vee’s house, getting to know her Sibs a bit.  Jeekeem is cool, Kinda me-like.  Sequan is funny too.  I can’t wait to see tha ctual video footage.  Anyway, Veasha…

OP 11/20/99

This is a very interesting situation I find myself in.  On the one hand, there’s this desire, this need if you will to remain single.  On the other, there’s a acompusion to have someone, to belong to someone.  Currently, Veasha’s the major someone.  I mean, evein if I WANT to be attracted to someone else,…

OP 11/16/99

I finished reading Ecclesiastes today.  It feels as if that book were written for me to read.  Solomon was just wise.  Still, with all of that knowledge, he fell to the enemy’s schemes.  Speaking of which, there’s Veasha.  She’s having issues at home, so I offered her a night here. I knew I was attracted…

OP 11/5/99

Let’s see, I’m cutting out the scripture because I was allowing the lack thereof to stop me from writing.  October has come and gone, November is underway.  God has been good to me of late.  Aside from my little “business arrangement”, Kim is no longer my official line manager.  You have NO idea how happy…